She laughs at my tears
I feel stabbed in my heart
How can one be so heartless and bitter
I look to her for protection
For validation
No answer
What am I doing here?
I tell her it got so bad
I tell her the truth
“We must keep moving forward”
She says it gently
But evading the real topic
“I wish I was never born”
“All I ever do is bring unhappiness”
“I don’t know why you gave birth to me”
Waiting for a reply
For validation
For her to correct me
To hear that I am loved
Still no answer
The tears keep falling
With the only solace I find
In myself
ShiningsStargirl 