He knocks on my door Inquires about my side I tell him Tell him how I feel like I was born into the wrong family "Why?" I tell him how I feel like a bad kid That I am 90% wrong That we just aren't compatible He listens with less judgment And just lets me … Continue reading May 2nd, 2020
A New Direction- (12/29/17)
A cold, winter day A girl strides past a sea of people Her eyes searching for one particular person The girl waits inside an antiquated musical theater Unsure of what to expect She steals a glance at the time 2 minutes ‘till 3 Her heart begins to beat twice as fast Constant pacing back and … Continue reading A New Direction- (12/29/17)
Invalidated – (May 2nd, 2020)
She laughs at my tears I feel stabbed in my heart How can one be so heartless and bitter I look to her for protection For validation No answer What am I doing here? I tell her it got so bad I tell her the truth "We must keep moving forward" She says it gently … Continue reading Invalidated – (May 2nd, 2020)
The Promise of Tomorrow -Dec 15th, 2019
One day I’ll wake up And it’ll all be different No more of that constant bickering Void of the pointless fights Talks that pierce right through my heart Tried to find happiness in you An escape from reality You extended out your arms Embracing my fragile and torn self I found comfort in you In … Continue reading The Promise of Tomorrow -Dec 15th, 2019
April 14th, 2020
Yelling Physically I am staring into her eyes, their eyes But quickly I am zoning out I’ve gotten so good at it Dissociating As my means of escaping Coping with the pain “It’s like you aren’t even hearing the words I’m saying!” “You’re not respecting yourself” “Hey are you even listening? We’re trying to help … Continue reading April 14th, 2020
No Means No – (8/25/19)
Anger. Is the emotion I remember feeling immensely as my dad and I talked in the car. It was probably a Sunday night, and he was driving me back to the dorms. I don’t remember what we were arguing about. I just know that I didn’t like his accusations and it made me want to … Continue reading No Means No – (8/25/19)
Quote of the Day
“Nothing can dim the light which shines from within.” - Maya Angelou
Flashback-(06/20/19)
A mere smile that easily beguiles the others But the wise sees beyond the facade He digs deep into her soul, exposing all the hurt and insecurities The pain once thought to have dissipated Was merely hidden through the suppression of the mind Fragile and helpless The girl is stuck in that moment again Trapped, the … Continue reading Flashback-(06/20/19)
Ideal Guy Updated – 2019
1.) Equality in responsibilities -Some women back in the day had to take care of the kids, cook etc. I want someone who can take responsibility when needed and not expect women to play the traditional role. I am ambitious and want to also have a career in addition to taking care of my future kids. Later down the … Continue reading Ideal Guy Updated – 2019
Happiness (2017)
Happiness Though my composure be calm My mind yells nervous Heart beats uncontrollably Waiting impatiently for the moment To speak to you, to see you again Knock Knock Ba dump Ba Dump Your footsteps draw nearer I try and muster a breath Unsure of what to expect I see you And do everything I can … Continue reading Happiness (2017)
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